BORN AGAIN


 

To survive a devastating airplane accident, the deadly winter of the Andes mountain range and on top of everything, having to eat human flesh in order to survive, are all traumatic experiences capable of destroying, or reaffirming a person’s bond to humankind.  


Ché, aren’t we flying a little too close to the mountains?”

This phrase announced that the lives of 45 people onboard an Uruguayan Air Force plane headed to Chile’s capital, Santiago, approximately 34 years ago, would change forever.

The majority of the passengers were 19 to 25 year old Uruguayans, who played rugby for the Old Christian team. The rest of the crew was made up of family members and friends. Instead of taking the habitual four and a half hours to land in Chile, the journey took 72 days. This story of survival, brotherhood, and faith is known as the Miracle of the Andes.

Now, more than three decades later, Roberto Canessa, one of the survivors, is a pediatric cardiologist, who besides treating patients in a clinic in Montevideo, also leads lectures on leadership and overcoming life obstacles around the world. From the day he was rescued until now, Canessa continues to offer counseling to the public as a speaker in different universities, the media, and other organizations. His popularity is so widespread that several years ago he was even named candidate for the presidency of his country.
Nowadays Roberto lives with his wife Laura, his soul companion ever since he was 15. He has three children; and the eldest, Ilario, was named precisely after the Andean mountain where the accident survivors were rescued.

His Old Christian teammates are still his closest friends, live in the same neighborhood as him, and continue to celebrate every 21st of December together as the day in which they were “born again”.

The following story is a first account of Canessa’s experience as a survivor of the Andean miracle.
Sitting on his seat onboard the aircraft everything seemed normal to Roberto. In a matter of seconds the snow and dense clouds limited the pilot’s visibility. Apparently he assumed that they had already crossed the mountain range, although they were actually in front of the peaks. Immediately, a strong bang caused the right wing of the airplane to dislodge, fly over the rest of the aircraft, and tear the tail off, leaving a huge hole in the back part of what was left of the jet. Several passengers who were suctioned into the rear of the plane were instantly killed and disappeared into the immensity of the snowy Andes, alongside other parts of the aircraft.
Moments later, the left wing broke into two pieces and one of the blades of the propeller scratched the remaining parts of the plane.  Many passengers became trapped in their seats. Thirteen died instantly. Another group was severely wounded. Broken legs, head gashes, hemorrhages, and iron pieces of the aircraft protruding through torsos and other body parts became the sight of the day. “I heard a whistle in the air and this is when I noticed that the body of the aircraft had begun to slide down the snow like a sleigh for six seconds. I remember the exact time it took because one of the guys was praying the Ave Maria, which lasts six seconds”, said 53 year old Canessa.

After those six seconds all that remained was a great silence. Canessa, who at that time was a first year medical student, thought that he too had been shredded to pieces, and had lost his arms and legs. To his surprise, he had survived and was in relatively good shape, and without thinking twice, he began helping his mates. Although his medical knowledge didn’t exceed the study of cells, he began healing his friends’ wounds and taking out the corpses that remained inside the aircraft. It was the first time in his life to witness such a direct contact with death. Many of the survivors thought that the ambulances would arrive right away, alongside the police and rescue team. Unfortunately, hours later they began realizing that no one would find them and it was themselves who would have to find an exit. They began feeling like impotent ants amidst an infinite extension of snow. Everything was lost. There was no food or water, apart from a couple of chocolate bars and several bottles of wine. It was October 12, 1972.

“When you’re nineteen you feel omnipotent, and as though you are capable of anything”. Maybe it was that precise feeling that kept the Old Christian team players from giving up. The next day, roles were distributed and assigned according to each of the players’ skills. They had a great yearning for life.
Adolfo Strauch, one of the players, invented a water converter by melting ice over a piece of aluminum and placing it facing the sun. The team captain, Marcelo Perez, was in charge of the daily” food” distribution: one or two pieces of chocolate and less than one third of a glass of wine for each person. The freezing cold temperatures in the middle of the snowy mountain range reached negative 40 degrees Celsius. The lack of winter clothes and food made nighttime seem like an eternity. The shortage of oxygen due to high altitude caused dizziness and disorientation.  Hunger and weakness, together with the inevitable irritability seemed to increase with the passing of the days. People continued to drop dead one after the other, and so did the hope of survival. “It was like sleeping in a cemetery”, remembers Canessa.

Despite the little possibilities of being rescued in such a situation, the boys fought fiercely for survival. They pulled off seat covers and used them as blankets, sleeping bags were made and tied, sunglasses were assembled to protect their eyes from the daytime glare, and money was burnt to make fire. This was how a society that functioned with improvised laws, was created, where everyone was assigned roles and each person was worth what he or she was capable of doing to survive. “It was like being in a test tube. If was as though this were an experiment in which we had to transform an inorganic and negative thirty degree-temperature place, where all we could see were stones and snow, into an environment suitable for human beings to live in”.

On the tenth day after the accident one of the team players heard on the airplane radio that their search had been suspended. He reunited the rest of his mates and said: “I have some good news for your guys. If we want to get out of here, we will have to do it on our own”.

Aside from how surreal and traumatic this experience proved to be, the team´s sense of humor was always present. They arrived to the Andes as friends and left as brothers. In spite of the crisis the players managed to find time to joke around, celebrate birthdays, sing, and even pray together. All in all they tried to have the best time possible. According to Roberto what really kept the survivors united and hopeful was the fact that each person held on tight to their reason for living. “Mine was saving my mother the grief of losing a child. I kept thinking that if I had to eat a piece of human flesh in order to return to my mother, I’d do whatever; I’ll eat the plane if I have to”.

And this was exactly how the inconceivable happened. One Sunday morning a meeting took place in the interior of the aircraft in which the survivors decided that the only alternative left to save themselves from the mountains and not die from frostbite and/or hunger was to use the dead bodies as nourishment. Holding on to a great feeling of humiliation, Canessa took a piece of glass and cut the first slice. At that moment he stopped to think: “What evil could I have possibly done to have God make me do this?” The worst thing of all according to him was having to invade the privacy and body of his friends. In spite of this, he comforted himself thinking that if it was he who had died and his friends would’ve used his own body as food, he would’ve felt proud to be able to help them.

Although many believe that eating human flesh is what saved them, this is far from true. Even after consuming the meat, little did their reality change. The freezing weather continued to penetrate their bodies and so did their misery. The consumption of human flesh simply elongated their hours and helped strengthen their bodies a bit. Later on this became a part of their routine. And so the days continued to pass in the middle of the Andes. The boys began hiking as a means to look for an exit from those deadly mountains. They tied pillows to their feet in order to prevent themselves from sinking into the snow, and only came back even weaker and returned empty-handed.

Finally, a sunny day arrived and it became evident that winter was reaching its end. Roberto and his two friends, Nando and Tintin, decided to test their luck for the last time. They collected some human flesh cut into pieces and sleeping bags, and tied them in a sack. After walking for ten days they sighted the peak of a snow-less mountain. They hiked up to a valley and saw vegetation for the first time in two and a half months. They heard a stream and ran to eat some leaves in the distance.


That night they slept amidst the valley and a feeling of newly found peace. The next morning a couple of cows greeted them; later on an empty can of soup, and in the distance a couple of farmers. Civilization was near. They had finally reached their safeguard, as well as for the rest of the crew waiting back in the plane, who were rescued by helicopter hours later by local authorities. It was the 21st of December, 1972.


Article published in El Nuevo Dia newspaper
San Juan, Puerto Rico
December 2, 2006
By: Sarah V. Platt
Freelance Journalist

Be Drunk

In an attempt to rescue poetry, a friend of mine posted the following post on her Facebook account: "This is a game that consists in keeping POETRY alive. "Like" my post and I will assign a poet to you. It makes no difference if you've never heard of his/her work, just google the person and choose the poem that you like the best. Then share it on your Facebook wall".

I quickly clicked the "like" button and was then assigned Charles Baudelaire. The following was by far one of the funniest ones I found. To all my friends and loved one, enjoy (and stay drunk!)


BE DRUNK
You have to be always drunk.
That´s all there is it-- it´s the only way.


So as not to feel the horrible burden of time that breaks your back and bends you to the earth, you have to be continually drunk.
But on what?
Wine, poetry or virtue, as you wish. But be drunk.
And if sometimes, on the steps of a palace or the green grass of a ditch, in the mournful solitude of your room, you awake again, drunkenness already diminishing or gone, ask the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, the clock, everything that is flying, everything that is groaning, everything that is rolling, everything that is singing, everything that is speaking... ask what time it is and wind, wave, star, bird, clock will answer you: 

"It is time to be drunk! So as not to be the martyred slaves of time, be drunk, be continually drunk! On wine, on poetry or on virtue as you wish".

By: Charles Baudelaire
Translated by: Louis Simpson

The One Chance Project


Most people wake up in the morning, sip on their coffee before heading to work, to then come back home after an eight hour shift at the office, and do the same, day after day. We succumb easier than ever to routines, meetings, quick lunches, and little time to think about much else. Once a year during holiday season is the longest many people have to disconnect from these cycles we call life. At this rate, is it even possible to just stop and reflect for a minute about our dreams and aspirations? What do we really wish to do with our lives? Is fulfilling our lifelong dream even a possibility?

The answer is YES, without a doubt! My friend of 25 years (or maybe even more), Yaiza Morales, is living proof. Eight months ago, Yaiza left her job as a teacher in St. John´s School, Puerto Rico, to set about the greatest journey of her life. She saved money during a year and decided to buy a one- way ticket to South East Asia alongside her best friend, Alexandra. The twosome blended their love and talents for teaching and creative art and design, and founded an organization called the One Chance Project to help people, animals, and NGOs in need. Ever since she was a little girl I remember Yaiza speaking about wanting to change the world. Little did we all know she would actually personify her aspiration through this initiative several decades later.

During these past eight months abroad, Yaiza has travelled extensively throughout numerous Asian countries such as Cambodia, Laos, Vietnam, Thailand, Indonesia, Nepal, and most recently, Sri Lanka. Besides getting some awesome ink on her body, visiting the most breathtaking spots, temples, and enriching her travel journal with exotic stories and excentric people along the way, Yaiza has been able to make a huge difference in the world. Through the One Chance Project she has volunteered at elephant shelters, orphanages, taught English to poor village children, collected donations to buy school materials, medical equipment for the sick, funds for surgical procedures, held workshops for teachers in ashrams, and so much more! With every change of scenery, she researches on her next country, finds out what the greatest needs are, what organizations are already out there, and makes a plan of action in order to begin helping out. Much of the money she has spent on her volunteering projects has come from her own pocket, although the rest has been received from generous donators that from a distance confide in her initiative and want to lend a helping hand. Here's a short video she recently posted from Sri Lanka. Although I would love to support her organization and help her in person,  I am all the way in Poland and unable to do so at the moment. This is my own personal effort to create awareness and help Yaiza to continue helping the world out, one project at a time.  What's yours going to be?

The One Chance Project

(For more information check out:
https://www.facebook.com/TheONEChanceProject and http://theonechanceproject.org/

(For donations: ym.onechanceproject@gmail.com)

La leyenda de Cueva Ventana


Había una vez y dos son tres
Un dueño de una hacienda muy próspera
Se llamaba Don Julián Correa

Este señor era el padre de una
Muy guapa jovencita llamada Salomé
A quien le encantaba pasear a orillas del río

A la sombra de un antiguo úcar
Se reposaba y le sonreía a la vida
Hasta que su felicidad ya no tenía razón de ser

Su padre, muy en contra de la voluntad de su hija,
Quería casarla con el hijo de un rico hacendado
Se llamaba Don Ramón Rivera

Decidió entonces Salomé
Lanzarse al agua
Y de esa manera dar fin a su vida

Dentro de la corriente embravecida del río
Sintió que aún no era hora de su final y decidió Salomé
Encomendar su destino a los dioses

Unos cobrizos y musculosos brazos
De repente aparecieron desde lo alto por obra de magia
A rescatarla y reubicarla a la sombra del úcar

Cuando recuperó conciencia Salomé
Vio que su salvador era un noble taíno
Y de inmediato sintió un penetrante flechazo de cupido

Su nombre era Arauaca
De padre cacique y madre española
Y la tomó en sus brazos para llevarla de vuelta a la hacienda

A su llegada lo amenazaron de muerte
Don Julián le apuntó con su pistola
Salomé se interpuso entre los dos hombres

Intentó explicar que aquél taíno le había salvado la vida
Pero sus esfuerzos fueron en vano
Aunque Arauaca logró liberarse, no podría verla nunca más

Cada día Salomé regresaba al mismo río
Con la esperanza de encontrarse con su amor
Un día, bajo la sombra del úcar, reapareció

Le confesó que desde una sagrada cueva, ventana de su alma
La observaba siempre desde la distancia
Y la amaba en silencio

Esa tarde en que Salomé
Cayó al río y casi perece en la corriente
Arauaca la percibió desde lo lejos desde aquella cueva

En contra de la voluntad de su padre y los hacendados
Decidió Salomé irse a vivir con su guerrero
A aquél santuario divino y natural

Se juraron amor eterno
Y colorín colorado
Esta leyenda se ha acabado

(Interpretación personal de la leyenda taína "Salomé y el guerrero")

Cueva Ventana, Carr. 10 km. 75, Arecibo, PR



Poética en la distancia entre dos seres


Cuando desperté
La lluvia silenciosa
Y el sol, brillaba

Cuando desperté
Me enfoqué en el presente
O al menos traté

Me encanta la luz
Que desprende tu mente
Cuando la mueves

Caminos que se cruzan
Extrañamente
El destino, sonríe

Destino amado
Maravilloso aliado
Jamás varíes

Ahora me despido
Orden divino
Lo dejo al destino

Destino único
Solo te conozco
Si te presentas

Quisiera decir
Antes de que te marches
Te vas y quedas

Vivo el presente
Como si una memoria
Vívida fuera

Pasa al presente
Como si cuestión fuese
De vida o muerte

Siento un revulú dentro
Como digerir
Ya otra realidad, el hoy

Duro es olvidar
Mas si uno quiere vivir
No queda otra

Es hora de partir ya
Te mando un beso
Gracias por aparecer

Tras la ventana
Como un gesto en el tiempo
La voz del viento

He de confesar
Desconozco el destino
Otro lo urde

A veces pienso
Quel destino, el presente
Son lo mismo en mí

Nada puedes ver
Que no hayas antes visto
Luna junto al sol

Mi mundo es mío
El tuyo solo tuyo
Los compartimos

Mi cuerpo y vida
No son del todo míos
Rebasan mi ser

Pensar que somos
Agua y polvo cósmico
Genera risa

Aún con la mente
A días de distancia
Puedo tocarte

Como el sol eres
Alumbrando la noche
El día que duermes

Como sol eres
Está en ti ser puntual
Y reírte siempre

Siendo la noche
Bebes la poesía
De los durmientes

Siento la noche
Llegar a mis párpados
Deslizándose

Notas desde un avión (Parte II)


En los aviones a menudo se producen situaciones y diálogos que inspiran a escribir. Tal vez por la cercanía en que uno se halla con otros seres humanos durante varias horas, o el hecho de que voy a bordo de un vuelo de San Juan a Chicago repleto de boricuas que cuentan sus historias sin tapujos. El "eavesdropping" (escuchar a escondidas) resulta ser un buen antídoto para el aburrimiento y desde hace un rato me estoy entreteniendo con la conversación de mis vecinas sentadas en la fila detrás. A raíz de sus historias me he acordado de que a pesar de ser una islita tan pequeña, existen docenas de tipos de puertorriqueños. El grupo de mayor índice poblacional habita fuera de la isla. Pertenecen a un complicado fenómeno de identidad que conlleva ser parte de la diáspora y, según estadísticas, constituyen alrededor de cinco millones de personas. La mujer que está sentada justo detrás de mí es una de ellas. Nació hace cincuenta años en la ciudad señorial de Ponce, pero desde hace cuarenta y cinco vive en Chicago. Habla un español chapuzeado y suele pronunciar dos o tres palabras en inglés en cada frase. Los años en el exilio la han desconectado de su tierra y le cuesta recordar vocabulario en su lengua materna. Su vecina, sentada en el asiento de en medio, le cuenta que también es ponceña, aunque aún reside en la ciudad, y conversan sobre los principales lugares de interés de la misma.

-"Yo estuve por la playa esa de Ponce, la Concha", dice la primera.
-"La Guancha, la Guancha", la corrige la segunda.
-"¿Y estuviste en el Museo de Arte?", pregunta ingenuamente la segunda.
- "No, no. No tuve tiempo para eso", responde la primera. "Pero comí muchos tostones de la cosa esa verde grande. ¿Cómo es que se llama?", le pregunta.
 "Debe ser pana", responde.

Reflexiono sobre este tema y siento pena porque sé que el grupo de la diáspora que emigró hace veinte años o más (y en ocasiones incluso mucho menos) conocen muy poco acerca de su cultura, sus raíces. Conforman un extraño híbrido. ¿Quiénes son realmente? ¿Qué identidad poseen? En Estados Unidos son
"pororicans", "latinos", o "hispanic". Pero a nosotros los boricuas que hemos vivido la mayoría de nuestras vidas en la isla, no se nos parecen en nada y no nos identificamos con ellos. No son ni de aquí de allá. Llevan otro estilo, hablan con un acento raro, poseen una actitud expatriada y la mayoría está desconectada de los temas que afectan la isla.

Cuando leo el periódico y aumentan cada vez más las cifras de personas que al igual que yo también han tenido que emigrar de la isla por x ó y razón, me pregunto si llegará un momento en que ya no existan boricuas defensores de su cultura e identidad. Posiblemente estarán todos ocupados metamorfosiándose y evolucionando en otras formas...

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